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Thursday, March 3rd, 2005
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I AM FINALLY A MAN!
My years of service as ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) pushshove's bitch have finally come to an end. After 5 loyal years in the harem I have been promoted to louisesmomsbitch but apparently livejournal didn't find that "appropriate" so my new home is at
whatthefuckover
yeah yeah yeah, dreams never die it's true ; p NOW GO ADD ME!!
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Dear Edmonton,
I'm getting my first 2 days off since January 1st and I'm comming to visit you. Be prepared to consume rye with me at your local Kings Knight Pub and prepare your local sweedish furniture store for my visit.
Love,
Trevor
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Wednesday, March 2nd, 2005
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( I Will Buy You a New Life )
This will always be one of my favourite songs. It brings me back to a time and place where everything was monumental and potentially life altering, but also a time where I felt everything, where everything was true, real and untouched by the protective barrier that pain can build over time.
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Saturday, February 26th, 2005
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Yesterday turned out to be a completle rollercoaster ride with things going from good to bad to good to weird to good to bad and everything inbetween but ended with the most peacful dreamlike sleep I've had in a long time.
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Tuesday, February 22nd, 2005
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| Subject: | Stolen from racheljoy |
| Time: | 9:51 pm. |
| Mood: |  content. | | Music: | The Doors - Waiting for the Sun. |
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Huzah for Rachel and her badass survey ideas! Basically comment if you know the artist and title to these songs. I picked 20 of my favourite (no not my 20 favourite songs... who can actually make that list?) and the more you get the more of my admiration you earn? Unlike Rachel I don't have 80 lj friends.... or 8 for that matter, so this could take awhile ; p
[1] "...and I feel the light ,when the sky's just mud and grey , and I feel the night when you tell me it's OK.."
Blur - You're So Great - rach
[2] "You were always brilliant in morning, smoking your cigarettes and talking over coffeee. Your philosophies on art, Baroque moved you..."
Jewel - Foolish Games - rach
[3] "...she tied you to a kitchen chair, she broke your throne, and she cut your hair..."
Jeff Buckley - Hallelujah - rach
[4] "...Pure intention juxtaposed will set two lovers souls in motion, disintegrating as it goes testing our communication..."
Tool - Schism - melissa
[5] "Desire is a state, a state of ill repair, it's ill prepared to cope, it's ill prepared to care..."
The Tea Party - Mantras - steph
[6] "I will lie for you, beg and steal for you, I will crawl on hands and knees until you see, you're just like me."
Garbage - #1 Crush - rach
[7] "I'm afflicted, you're addicted, you and me, you and me."
Bad Religion - Infected - melissa
[8] "We are spirits passing through the doors of time, with an invitation heard before we find..."
The Tea Party - Shadows on the Mountainside - rach/steph
[9] "...I need you my witness, to dress this up so bloodless, to numb me and purge me now, of thoughts of blaming you..."
Rage Against the Machine - Testify - melissa
[10] "Tonight the city is full of morgues, and all the toilets are overflowing, there’s shopping malls ripping out from the walls..."
Beck - Pay No Mind - melissa
[11] "Why did you come here? You weren’t invited, you were on the outside - stay on the outside, and now you want to ask me why?
Lisa Loeb - How - melissa
[12] "Your mouth waters, stretched out on my bed, your fingers are trembling, and your heart is heavy and red..."
Melissa Ferrick - Drive - steph
[13] "...as we run from the sun, and we harbour the lies, and we leave things undone, as we cover our eyes..."
The Tea Party - Correspondences - steph
[14] "...we could see that you weren't yourself, and the lines on your face did tell, it's just as well, you'd never be yourself again."
Ben Folds Five - Magic - rach/steph
[15] "She's my phillie I'm her stud, her bean is bigger than my pud, it's like feeding a tic-tac to a whale, that's why I love her."
NOFX - Hotdog in a Hallway - melissa
[16] "...never stray never break, never choke on a lie, even though he's the one, who did this to you, 'never thought to question why?"
A Perfect Circle - Judith - melissa
[17] "Train roll on, on down the line, won't you please take me far away? Now I feel the wind blow outside my door..."
Lynyrd Skynyrd - Tuesday's Gone - melissa
[18] "...you say you don't want it this circus were in but you don't, don't really mean it, you don't don't really mean it..."
Tori Amos - Spark - melissa
[19] "Now that the thrill of the massacre is over, isn't it sweet when she sucks on your veins, i've waited so long."
The Tea Party - Babylon - melissa
[20] "I wanna get every girl on the globe, we kiss and hug and then we disrobe, it's a short circuit in the frontal lobe..."
The Odds - Heterosexual Man - melissa
- Have Good Mosh Pitting
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Thursday, February 17th, 2005
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| Subject: | Jaded |
| Time: | 4:30 pm. |
| Mood: |  sick. | | Music: | Comptine d'Un Autre Été. |
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How is it that something that overcame so much for so long suddenly is the most fragile thing in the world? Today I finally gave up on someone that I loved choosing to put an end to almost 10 months of being apart, enjoying the few times we were able to be together, but mostly fighting, arguing, and most importantly changing while we were apart. Rather than let these months carry on and reflect back on this past time all I can do is remember the first few years when we were primed to be happy together and damn what anyone else said. While that's the best way for me to remember things it's also the hardest because it obviously shows me what we had and it drives me fucking crazy that it no longer exists. I can't help but ask where things went wrong, what monumental occurance happened that drove us apart? For some reason I can't be satisfied with "People change", it seems a cop out right now and I guess I just wish there was something to point to and blame and maybe that would make things easier (go easy route!).
I told her that love shouldn't be about trying to convince someone that you're good enough...
Maybe I STILL don't know what love is
Maybe I'm being melodramadic
Maybe I'm a dramaqueen
Maybe I don't give a fuck
Maybe one day I'll figure this out...
- t.m
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Sunday, February 6th, 2005
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| Subject: | Torn |
| Time: | 9:03 pm. |
| Mood: | indescribable. | | Music: | Ani DiFranco - Untouchable Face. |
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It's been an odd few weeks latley as I've felt very unbalanced and unsure of what's been happening. I feel pulled in two directions by this constant change that I've been reluctant to embrace and my desire to keep focused on the current path and where things are heading.
"...Not all growth feels good."
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Friday, February 4th, 2005
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Went out last night and had way too much fun, there was pool, there was money winning, there was erotic photo hunt, there was great music, there was cards, there was all sorts of fun and then when I woke up this morning I remembered there was Jag, so excuse me while I crawl back into bed and die ; p
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Thursday, February 3rd, 2005
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Yeah yeah yeah... I know, we ALL love Brittany but when you hear her cranked over and over again by your upstairs neighbours (all 3 of which are male) at 12:06am it's not only unsettling but potentially traumatizing.
- Have Good Mosh Pitting
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Wednesday, February 2nd, 2005
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[01] Reply with your name and i will write something about you.
[02] I will then tell what song[s] remind me of you.
[03] Next, i will tell you who you remind me of, celebrity/animated or otherwise.
[04] Last, I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
[05] Put this in your journal!
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Monday, January 31st, 2005
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I think you know someone was meant for you when you can leave a video store together in sincere anticipation of watching your latest rental Martha Inc.
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Saturday, January 22nd, 2005
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Monday, January 17th, 2005
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Sometimes I can be pretty naive.
On an unrelated side note I heart Six Feet Under.
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Tuesday, January 4th, 2005
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Well so it's not the same as the Strong Bad DELETED!! House cleaning, I spent about 2 hours going through various files and emails and cleaning my computer up to this well maintained porn machine... I mean work machine. Whilst cleaning I found what is one of the best quotes ever and while I may get in trouble for this I present you the quote of the century from the newest mom (pre pregnancy of course)subdivide.
"...cuddling just makes me feel more dirty if its a one night stand sort of deal"
Gold Jerry.......Gold.
- Have Good Mosh Pitting
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Saturday, December 18th, 2004
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| Subject: | Settled |
| Time: | 11:25 pm. |
| Mood: |  tired. | | Music: | The Tea Party - Leaning on Love. |
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I got into the Fort alive apparently just missing the highway stalling blizzard so that was pretty cool. After about 5 seconds outside I realized how spoiled I was by Lethbridge weather. It's been a pretty non exciting day as I spent last night and today just unpacking etc.......
email me for new address/phone and such
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Thursday, December 16th, 2004
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Sunday, December 12th, 2004
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It's a sad day today as I rejoin the race of the properly groomed .... ( and potentially become narcissistic. I'll miss you beard. )
Getting ready for the move this week, first off is getting the rest of the things packed up and then head down to Lethbridge for a few days to get my braces taken off. It's been a really tough week, and at times I figured that I was pretty close to going crazy, but heres to all my friends that got me out of the house this weekend and reminded me that things can get bad but that life is what you make of it. Seems pretty simple.
Have Good Mosh Pitting
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Tuesday, December 7th, 2004
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Monday, December 6th, 2004
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I find the only real proof I have that God exists is his random desire to spite me, terrible day at work and a lovley suprise to read once I got home.
Nick is helping me debate if this makes me suicidal or homicidal.
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anxious.
crazy.
stressed.